Warning🔞: this is a fanfiction, so treat it like one,no hate comments are allowed.This is a smut book, thus expect smut more often,thank you so much for your love and support! Also I apologise for the late update,i was caught up with work anyways let's start! Enjoy the story with any song of your choice plugged in🩵

I looked down at her,my breath still unsteady, but the storm in my eyes had softened into something warmer - something almost fragile.The harshness that usually defined me was gone, replaced by a quiet intensity that lingered in the way I watched her.

She looked completely undone as if the world had shaken her apart and left her in my arms. Strands of hair clung to her face,her lips parted to breathe,cum in her mouth and throat and yet to me,she had never looked more beautiful. My hand moved almost hesitantly,brushing a hair away from her face,my touch far gentler than anything I had shown before."Hey.." I murmured,my voice low, softer than she had ever heard it.

She blushed,her gaze dropping shyly as warmth spread across her cheeks.The intensity from the moments ago faded into something softer,more tender as I pulled her into my arms gently.I held her close,one hand resting against her naked back,moving slowly in a soothing rhythm. I t wasn't posessive or rushed - just quiet comfort,like I was afraid she might slip away if I let her go.She hesitated for a second before relaxing into my arms,her fingers lightly held my tattoed arm,"Don't hide from me, not after what we just did" I whispered,for the first time in my life,I felt something other than simple desire or lust,this was something greater.

I noticed her slight flush and the way she was leaning into me; obviously, her fever was still there. My expression softened further,"You are still warm,let me help you bath" I mumbled to her lips before leaning up to press a low, careful kiss to her forehead - so different from everything that had come before it made her breath catch.Before she could react,I lifted her into my arms, holding her as if she were something fragile.She instinctively curled closer,her fingers resting lightly against my chest as I carried her. Each step was unhurried, deliberate,as if I wanted to stretch this moment out just a little longer.

When I reached the bathroom,I gently set her down by the edge of the bathtub,my hands lingering for a second to steady her. My gaze stayed on her, searching for any discomfort."Are you ok?" I asked her gently,she nodded immediately, smiling.I smiled back before grabbing a rose-scented bath essentials from her drawer,my muscular, tattooed body pressed against her back as I climbed into the bathtub behind her,my arms wrapped around her gently, one hand reaching for the sponge while the other rested possessively on her stomach.

"Close your eyes" I muttered to her ear.She stared up at me with a cute frown,"What guarantee do you have that your hand won't touch me elsewhere?" my lips twitched with amusement at her adorably suspicious question.I chuckled,my breath fanning against her neck as I pressed a gentle kiss to her shoulder."Because right now,I just wanna take care of my little minx.No dirty touches,I promise" my voice was surprisingly sincere. Her breath hitched slightly at the warmth of my lips,she tilted her head just a little,still unsure, still trying to read me - but there was no teasing edge in my voice this time,no hidden intent.

"..You are serious?" she asked quietly,her suspicion melting into something more vulnerable. My chuckle faded into a gentle smile,my hand coming up to brush along her arm in a slow, reassuring motion."Hmm" I hummed back.Her shoulders relaxed,the tension easing out of her."O-Okay" she whispered.I gave her a small nod before turning slightly to adjust the water, making sure it wasn't too warm. Every moment was careful, deliberate - like this, taking care of her mattered more than anything else right now. And somehow that made her heart race more than before.

I gently cleansed her breasts with the sponge,my touch was light as a feather,I avoided touching her hardening nipples deliberately knowing it would drive her crazy with need.A small satisfied smirk played on my pierced lips as I found her bite her lower lip softly."Still so sensitive" I teased her gently,she pouted before looking away."Clean my nipples too..If you are taking responsibility then do it properly" My smirk widened at her demanding yet shy tone,dingin it incredibly cute and a turn on that she was comfortable enough to ask for what she wanted.Without saying anything, I gently squeezed some body wash onto the sponge, and slowly circled it around her left nipple,"Like this?" I asked her in a raspy tone. She nodded, caressing my hand in approval.

I continued cleaning her nipple slowly, my touch was gentle yet purposeful, my other hand caressed her stomach possessively as I felt her soft touches on my tattooed hand. After cleaning one nipple, I moved to the other, giving it the same slow, gentle attention."They are cleaned," I murmured, pressing a kiss to her neck.I watched her with hooded orbs as she took the sponge, her small hands gently cleaning my neck and muscular chest.The sponge moves slowly over my tattoos, down my abs, making me inhale sharply as she gets close to my V line,my arms tighten around her more.She blushed slightly, realising she was being too direct.

"C-Can I?" she asked without making any eye contact.I nodded slowly,my orbs never leaving hers."Yes,my little minx..My body is yours to explore," I whispered,giving her the permision to continue.I spread my legs slightly apart, unconsciously inviting her to clean between my thighs,my most intimate area,my heart races,trusting her this much.I bite back a groan as she gently cleans my heavy balls and inner thighs, avoiding my throbbing cock completely. It was strangely sweet and intimate. My huge cock just lays there hard and ignored, precum dripping slightly.

I guided her small hand to my massive cock, whispering in her ear."Take full responsibility." My voice was thick as I reminded her of her own words, her cheeks turned bright red. I watched her in silence,my expression softening at her shyness, when suddenly she started to move the sponge up and down my shaft, making me roll my eyes, washing away the remnants of our previous encounter.The gentle touch mixed with warm water felt so intimate and erotic.After she was done,I took the sponge back and pulled her closer,her back pressed to my chest as I whispered in her ear."Now let me clean your pretty pussy" my large hands spread her legs apart possessively as I started to wash her delicate folds gently with the sponge.

As I cleaned her outer lips,I slowly inserted my middle finger inside her tight hole, making her gasp at the sudden intrusion,I quickly assured her.'Shh just cleaning your insides,baby.Relax just feel me" I started moving my finger in and out gentle,washing away any mixed fluids from inside her.She whimpered in my neck,"J-Jungkook ah" I loved the sound of her whimpers,my posessive nature getting even stronger,I bited her neck leaving a love bite."I m just cleaning you..My sweet girl deserves to be nice and clean" I added another finger inside her,stretching her tight hole wider.Her cries made my cock twitch urgently but I remembered my promise and forced myself to slow down and actually clean instead of fingering.After a few minutes, I removed my fingers slowly, washing them thoroughly before going back to gently caressing her outer pussy lips.

She turned around to look at me softly knowing I kept my promise,she pressed her lips to mine,our lips moving gently against eachother as we smooched,it's a tender, loving moment after the cleaning session. My large hands held her asscheeks as I broke the kiss to press soft kisses to her jaw and neck"Date me Yn.." I pressed my forehead against hers, looking into her eyes intensely.'I m serious..I don't give a fuck about my reputation, my music my everything right now...I just want to..know you..I want to know how it feels to love and to be loved by someone..I want to..take care of you, " I muttered to her lips softly.

My heart pounded so loudly that it felt like it might stop any moment.For a brief second,I almost gave in - to the warmth,to the way he looked at me,to the quiet pull I couldn't ignore anymore.but then,just as quickly, another thought crashed in.

Stella

The name alone was enough to shatter the fragile moment.She is my bestfriend, someone who supported me every single time,the one who had always spoken about him with the same admiration. My chest tightened,I swallowed hard,my fingers curcling slightly as the ache settled deep inside me.Without a word, I pulled away,the sudden distance between us felt colder than the water ever could. Jungkook barely had time to react before I stepped out of the bathtub,my movements rushed and almost unsteady.

" Yn..What happened?" he asked me softly,however I didn't look back, because if I did,I knew I wouldn't have the strenght to leave.I quickly wrapped a towel around me clutching it tightly as if it could hold together the storm inside me.

Jungkook stood there for a moment, stunned, before following me while wrapping a towel around his waist.His heart pounding with worry and confusion.He knew that something was bothering me deeply,he stepped closer gently but firmly."Talk to me please" his voice soft but urgent with concern."Jungkook I have never been in a relationship before so..I need time to process everything" I explained to him softly even though the problem was something else entirely.He stepped a little closer,giving me space instead of closing it.

"That's all? Oh Yn..you scared the shit out of me..ofcourse you don't have to rush anything,I will wait as long as you need" he pecked my forehead more hugging me softly,for once he wasn't trying to take control instead choosing patience,choosing me,at my own pace."But can I ask for one thing in return?" he asked me,I nodded immediately."Don't you dare date anyone else..give me a chance to show you what a real relationship could be like" his voice was gentle but there's a posessive undertone,not wanting anyone else near me,or take his spot in my heart.I laughed and nodded,"Go home already..You can't stay here forever" he chuckled, nodding back,"I will text you like fifty times tonight" he warned me making me roll my eyes.

After getting dressed, Jungkook paused for a moment outside my flat,he stared at me making sure everything is alright.'I will go" he said quietly more to himself than anyone."Call me if you need anything" I nodded softly smiling as he walked into the elevator.Finally I was alone,I felt the tension in my body loosen,I leaned against the wall letting myself breathe in peace.A few minutes later,the other elevator at the end of the hallway opened

Stella stepped out,before running towards my door entrance,she clicked on the door bell multiple times before I finally opened it,she jumped into my arms.'Oh my god Yn you know what? Jungkook's father agreed about the thought of me dating Jungkook! Can you fucking believe it?!" she gleamed happily while I froze there, standing numb.